Wednesday, September 26, 2007

再见


我哭了
因为妳心已有所属

看了妳见到他时候的表情
我知道了我在妳心目中的地位

在妳背包旁默默的等待妳
只为了说一声再见

但表上的秒针转了四十圈后
分针也差不多回到了起点
才发现
妳原来还在一旁和他说着话

我心碎了
我心灰了
我走了
再见也只好往心里面说

中秋节的唯一遗憾
就是没能和妳一起赏月
只因为妳有了他

而今天
也成了我第一次没对妳说再见的星期三


要让妳听的歌
妳没听到
只因为妳见到了他
但妳还不知道那首歌就是我想对妳说的话

只好在这里写下歌词
希望妳还能听得见


牵着你在天空飞翔
这样看世界不一样
有了你在身旁笑的脸庞
世界或许
就这样宽广
忽然就忘记了慌张
人海之中你最明亮
无意间的影响
渐渐扩张
你丰富我生活感想
何必寻找所谓的天堂
原来我因为你
不再去流浪
情愿平凡
不拥有一切也无妨
有了你在心上
依然是天堂

Monday, September 24, 2007

愛してる




刚踏入这陌生的空间,
我曾哭泣.
我仿佛是荒林里的一棵小草,
关心我的也只有微风和细雨.

也不知什么时候,
妳开始走入了我这片荒山野岭,
妳发现了我这棵没人爱的小草,
我们就这样交了朋友.

此后,
当我伤心时,
妳都在安慰着我.
当我快乐时,
妳都不厌其烦地听我说.

微风和细雨不再是唯一关心我的人.
每当有妳的一天,
我的世界好似充满了人群,
一个接一个用爱弥补了我空虚的心灵.

我叫妳一声姐姐,
也不过是年龄上的差异.
但妳却胜于亲姐姐一般的爱护我,
而且比谁都了解我.

与妳共享晚餐的每一次,
与妳一同诳街的每一刻,
就连与妳一起读书的时候,
都成为了我这一年里最开心的时刻.

妳的每一举每一动,
都会令我高兴,
令我感到温暖与关怀.
妳说的每一句话,
都令我觉得亲切.

我们竟然要在楼梯口玩小孩儿的游戏,
我们竟然站在屋檐旁看着大海,
期待着日落,
却忘了我们不是面对着西方.

有妳在我身旁的黄昏,
日落几乎出现在每一个方向,
天空都是晴空万里,
海洋都是碧蓝色的.

难道妳的美让云朵都抬不起头来?
莫非妳闪烁的眼睛让我有日落的幻觉?
而妳纯白的心不但纯透了海水,
也化了我的一切忧愁.

今天的妳,
让我认识了妳天真的一面.
今天的妳,
让我欣赏了妳的可爱.

我会怀念这一天.


「愛してる」
妳教了我如何读这几个字,
妳让我学会了写这几个字,
妳向我解释了这句话的意思,
欲不知这就是我要对妳说的一句话.

Sunday, September 16, 2007

爱的梦幻


手牵手
走过每一片草地

手牵手
越过每一座桥

手牵手
走遍每一条道路


只想与妳手牵手
度过每一刻人生


一个梦想
一个爱的梦幻
一个永远不会实现的美梦

我愿继续沉睡

Football player has the longest hand.


the picture says everything.

我想偷偷对妳说我爱妳



因为我已偷偷爱上了妳

Thursday, August 30, 2007

I found myself

Everyone said that, I am a kid, although I am 21 this year.
In the same time, I realised I am just a kid, too.
I love to play (who doesn't?), I love to disturb my friends.
And I love them treating me like a younger brother.

Till now, I am always a joker.
I love to see my friend's smiles.
I tell lame jokes, just to look at their reactions.
Well, I have done this for the entire 21 years of my life, is that the truth me?

Am I the one I always thought I am?

A talk with my dearest old friend, really old one, not having a proper chat to each other for 9 years, I found her contact, and she found the real me.

As she said, I am myself, when I am not in front of any friends. That is the quiet me, the mature me, and the serious myself.

Before she talked to me today, I was lost, for 2 decades. I can't find myself, I can't be the one I suppose to be, the quiet, mature and serious one.

Her words wake me up.

I am no longer the talkative, the childish, and the funny/weird/etc etc etc me.

I found myself.
Quiet, mature, and serious, would be the best describtion of me.

The real me.
I found it.

Thursday, August 23, 2007

Melody 续曲


好旧已经不再如此回忆
日子慢慢就这样飘逝而去
当我再次回想那个从前
妳已渐渐失去

就在当年说再见的那一刻
我的心不再存有任何旋律音符
如今休止符都还未画上
却又怀念过去

没了妳 脑海里失去了无数旋律
离开了你 我的歌只有休止符的存在
没了你 我忘了如何用灵感编曲
爱过了妳 才知道徇情并不是传说

本已决定不再写歌
不再甘心跌如这个爱情悬崖
看了妳那个苹果似的脸孔
我又回到那个从前

Melody 旋律重新充满在我脑海
爱了妳 动人心弦的歌曲再次出现
Melody 我又忘了什么叫休止符
而如今 我又写了最动听的Melody



Friday, August 17, 2007

数字的哲学

你是否曾梦想,
如果你有了别人没有的能力,
如果你拥有超出人类极限的特权,
你会用它来做什么呢?



上了一课数字的哲学,
领悟了一刻由数字转变成人性的道理.
明白了什么是本性,
了解了为什么不能更上一层楼.



什么是本性呢?



你是否曾梦想,
如果你有了别人没有的能力,
如果你拥有超出人类极限的特权,
你会用它来做什么呢?


救济难民?
象一般超人一样, 救人于苦难之中?
还是要为所欲为?

问问自己,
你会做什么?
那, 就是你的本性.

本性只有在苦难绝望中,
还有在威权引诱下,
才会浮起来.

我曾幻想,
拥有超人的能力,
还有隐身的技能.
然而,
我有想过要为家庭为社会为国家为世界吗?
没有.

一心只想为自己,
满足自身的欲望.

这, 难道是我的本性吗?


人之初, 性本善?


对于一个热爱数字的我,
但本性却如此卑贱无耻,
可见我对数字的认识不深,
也难怪如此难于进步.


本性操纵着数学的思考吗?

好好反省吧!

Thursday, August 16, 2007

Back To School

Long after my break, I am back to my dearest University again.

Strong sunshine on the 3 days of my schooling days found my studying mood back.

I am back at last.

Well this entry is just to share with you some pictures of my school.
It might convinced you, to look forward to study here. =)


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First, I will show the pictures from each faculty besides mine, engineering.
Well, school of music will show later seperately. =)


Art and Social Science



Business



Medicine (Wow! Nerds study here.)



Computing



Science

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Facilities now.
What I going to show you later is just 10% of the facilies of my school.

Central Library, the largest library among the 7 libraries we have.


Inside view of one corner of one floor of the library





University Cultural Centre, where performances held.
George W. Bush even gave a talk here earlier this year.


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Alright, now is engineer's turn.







All the pictures above are from the engineering faculty, my class is there. =)
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Last one, School of music. The most beautiful building in my school.





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Hmm. One 'future' building, will be built by 2010 I guess, Alumni House.

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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

She

I was back in CHS today morning, making a surprise attack to the teachers and my friends.

Well, it kinda surprise everyone who saw me. I should write about my trip today.


First of all, my first step into the school, I saw Nen Lin. Haha she was unsure about whether I am the Swee King she knows. Well, she was in nice dressing, probably just finsihed her performance. We just smile at each other and that's all.

Then when I turn my sight out of her, I saw Shih Xuan and ofcourse she saw me too. We waved at each other and she asked me why am I not in singapore?! Well, everyone asked the same thing today.

So I continue walking, and when I reached foyer block A, Andrew shouted my name. I was shocked to see him too, haha, lets pray that he is not chosen for NS.

All this hello and bye made me move as fast as a snail in my garden. Finally, I reached staff room 'safely'. Found my teacher, certified my certs. My job for today is done, finally.

Well, not to forget, met Ke Xin in the staff room, she shouted Phang Swee King! again, as usual, with my surname in it.

Here I go out from the upstair-staff-room. I saw Inn was walking away using the prefect bridge. I was so attracted by her that I walk through the bridge and say Hi to her. Then only I noticed, I m moving in the opposite direction from where I suppose to go. Guess she is just like a magnet and I am the iron, rusted one. She attracted me.

Okay, I am back to the lower stair's staff room. Again, I saw my friends there. Xiao Wei from Taekwondo and also the 2 little cute girls from Mathematics, Alicia and Vivien. Well, vivien not really from Mathematics Club but, I just linked her there. Chat quite a while with Alicia, while waiting for Yee Ling to appear. She seems to have forgotten to meet me there as we saw her talking happily in the PBSM room until we grabbed her out. Chat a while with her, and so they went away.

Met Zhong Wei my fellow Math student there, he said he is going Indon tomorrow, so we took some farewell pictures. Saw Kymmy walking pass there, she seems excited to see me too. Keep trying to grab my attention from other peoples. Hui Xian and Jing Mun passed by, stopped and chat a while. Traffic jam!

And finally, I saw Ern, or Lyn. Her name is Ern Lyn, sometime I called her Ern, sometime Lyn. Now I prefer Ern. The first sentense she said was, 'you want to die ar? never tell me you are back?'. Haha, felt kinda bad for not letting her know I am back earlier on. And she was so sweet as she sat beside me and quietly doing her stuff. Then, when bell rings, she wants me to accompany her to canteen for foods. Well ofcourse I am happy for accompanying, more like she is the one accompany me. After that, I met Khai Ling, Ee Ling and Xuann near the canteen. Xuann was kinda avoiding me, so nothing to talk about her. I am glad that the Ee Ling I know is back. She asked me how am I and where am I going. Well, kinda talked to them and negleting Ern. So she seems walking away from me and angried. So I immediately cut off my chatting with others and caught up her, and walked to the library with her. Well, Shi Yuan was there, crap a while with her, and then, since Ern is not free, I said bye to her, and I ran home.

Never thought that this trip will be so happy and fun, meeting back all my friends, especially Ern. Without her I would still be in a bad mood now I guess. She cheered up my day. Thanks Ern. =)